I do not even know right now if I can go on any longer. I feel like I may a) be writing these blogs to myself and b) always speaking to myself. No matter what lately, I only feel alone. I don't even feel God at my side anymore. And it is not fair to anyone else in my life. Why should I put them through my crap?
So, I am so angry with God right now, after everything I've been through. And, I don't even know if I have a purpose. WHO AM I WRITING TO?!?!
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Candace!
ReplyDeleteI have had many days like this myself.
A roller coaster of emotions feeling like no one "gets it". Where is God when I really need him? Is he even listening? How do I fit in in this world?
Sometimes you just have to keep going even though the questions go unanswered.
Keep writing!
-Dean