A new me?

Be honest. Is there ever that voice inside of your head that screams at you? Not in a crazy, psychotic kind of way. It screams things that make sense. "Grow up!!!" or "What are you doing with your life??"

If you say no, I say bullpoopy. You are a liar. We all get that voice.

Well, last night that voice was screaming at me like no other. After a bit, it turned a lot angrier though, and I realized it became the voice of Satan.

"You are pathetic!!!"

"FAILURE!!!!!!"

"Psssh, you are WORTHLESS!!"

The old me? I would get sooo down because of that. Probably spend the night depressed and crying like an immature little child. The new me? The one that was changed on October 17? I became empowered. I wanted to punch Satan in the face with the Truth.

"I am far from pathetic. I am valued and loved in the eyes of God and my friends."

"I have failed before, but that does not make me a failure because I am LEARNING from my mistakes."

"I am worthless? Bahahahaha, look in the mirror."

It was so crazy to feel so empowered by what God showed me this weekend. I found myself being a warrior. Strong. It is crazy how God is changing me. But, dang, I am excited(:

I remember the days when everyone used to blog. Most my friends had some sort of social networking deal in which I could keep updated about their lives.

It is depressing when someone you were once so close with, you hardly talk to anymore. It begins to make you feel as though maybe they never really cared that much in the first place. Some people I guess just don't want to remain in my life that way.

R.I.P. to those friendships :(