Be honest. Is there ever that voice inside of your head that screams at you? Not in a crazy, psychotic kind of way. It screams things that make sense. "Grow up!!!" or "What are you doing with your life??"
If you say no, I say bullpoopy. You are a liar. We all get that voice.
Well, last night that voice was screaming at me like no other. After a bit, it turned a lot angrier though, and I realized it became the voice of Satan.
"You are pathetic!!!"
"FAILURE!!!!!!"
"Psssh, you are WORTHLESS!!"
The old me? I would get sooo down because of that. Probably spend the night depressed and crying like an immature little child. The new me? The one that was changed on October 17? I became empowered. I wanted to punch Satan in the face with the Truth.
"I am far from pathetic. I am valued and loved in the eyes of God and my friends."
"I have failed before, but that does not make me a failure because I am LEARNING from my mistakes."
"I am worthless? Bahahahaha, look in the mirror."
It was so crazy to feel so empowered by what God showed me this weekend. I found myself being a warrior. Strong. It is crazy how God is changing me. But, dang, I am excited(:
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Thats soo awesome Candace! I know the excitement of feeling that change inside, the realization that the voice you've always thought was "the truth" is in reality a lie- from the father of lies. It is a great feeling to recognize it for what it is, and be able to cut it down with the sword of Gods truth. Good job girl, we're learning huh? =)
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