I started to write like, 3 different blogs. I don't know what the heck I am feeling right now. All I know is I feel so alone, so invisible, so uncared for, and so stupid.
This short blog is to say I am angry, I am hurt, I am upset. And, honestly, there are so many people who I am hurt by and have been hurting by, and they don't even know it. I am so sensitive. You may not think so because I am boisterous and apparently I take everything with stride?? And I let people think that, even though I cry myself to sleep all the time. I know I should tell the people that have hurt me that they have done so, but I feel so dumb for some of the reasons I am hurt.
All I know is, right now I just feel so alone and I just want to curl up into a ball and die....
About Me
- Candace Maria
- What is the purpose of a blog? I don't do it to further myself in any way, or as some narcissistic attempt to make myself feel better as I watch the number of followers I have climb (if they even do climb). I do it because I have things inside of me that I need to get out in a healthy manner, and I know that writing has always been a blessing in disguise to my heart. I would rather write random entries that maybe 1 person tops reads, then to keep it all inside until I erupt, a volcanic mess of emotions. Also, people have such a negative connotation of what a christian is. A hypocrite, a liar, judgmental, fake, or whatever else you can come up with. I am here to prove that there are some of us who are different, who live to love. Come on in, and let me share my love with you. God knows I have plenty to share. [:
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